Never Give Up

http://news.yahoo.com/video/us-15749625/autistic-student-s-inspirational-graduation-speech-20371829

Just watch the link above and it really inspire Phoenix lots.  Yah always believe there's hope, never give up... there's will there's way!

sickness...

As normal human being Phoenix guess there's no way we can excape from 'sickness' big or small .... sometimes really thinking why it happen.. share lots wth tinkerbell lately on tis topics.. hahahaha we're all lay man so it's pretty normal getting discourage when heard nt so gd news.. ppl said we thnk too much.. nt thnk is also problem ... remember one of my gd frenz told me... spend while we can as some ppl can even enjoy ord be angel khi hahahahaha...it's really interesting talking about tis topics.

Remember Phoenix told her frenz before.. if spend all gt emergency how??? her frenz replied : so many emergency lor .... neh... gam gam gt emergency happen lor hahahahaha tat's why it's hard for us to predict what's going to happen coz no matter hw great u're... we are not GOD!  saw this sentence last few days.. god give and take so treasure every moment possible. 

Honestly talk about 'sick' phoenix very phobia...... lately health nt so gd.. cant really breath normal, getting giddy lots, there's time phoenix asking not to be angel so fast hahahahaha coz worried it might happen ... we cant predict what's next ;p sigh... do hope grant me longer life hehehehehe coz lots of thg not done and complete and lots of lots of ... thg want to do.. havent really enjoy Phoenix life yet so......be mercy wth Phoenix ;) hahahahaha

hmmm need to continue my assignment again... zzzz

Tired..

feeling really tired.. tired of life tired of everything... dun knw why just feeling very very very very tired.. s$%^... sometimes really thinking why should we need to go through all this... will there be a better world then here???  a lot of times, really have a thought tat leaving this world and go to another world should be better.. will it!!! sigh.. c how long can stay put.................... everything seems to be so far to reach.. everything done is nt rite... every... all wrong... just feeling very very tired.. shld have a rest nw.. zzzzz

arghhhh

haiz.... sitting on her desk one whole day can't even get something out of her brain... s#$%^^(@*$!@#$%^&* really frust... tis one really hard ah ma woi..... dead man.... tat's make Phoenix visit her blog a while.. it's being a while since she stop writing as need to concentrate on her assignment and project.. however, today is really a bad darn day.... nothing .. NOTHING frm her brain... cham cham .. clock is tickling ah pa woi... hahahhahaa haiz.. forget it.. need to have gd rest nw.. tomorrow then only start to crack tis brain... arghhhhhhhhhh sob sob... 

happy..

Completed one of my assignment a while ago.. huh... happy happy ... still gt 5 more to go... jia you jia you.. rush like no body business... still happy heheheh at least gt some improvement ...

bye bye... ironman :(

sigh... today Phoenix 'ironman' finally rest in peace... poor 'ironman' as she is Phoenix fav. but what to do... when it's time, let go - that's what we learn rite! so peacefully Phoenix send her Ironman to graveyard.  Since ord planned to get one more companion.. Ironman was replaced by 'siao pai' and Phoenix get another frenz for 'siao pai' that's 'pinky'.  oh yah.. Phoenix gt 'lao pai' with her for about a year now present from Tinkerbell.  For now Phoenix have 3 companian 1) lao pai 2) siao pai and pinky... do hope they live happily together and live long at least for 3 yrs la hehehehe..

k all the above companian is Phoenix handphone wakakakaka...